Subgesztenye

 Because I don't have a child. But I have a permission to arm. And fire. And never felt to much self-reliant on my own. Time taught me so reliant to myself. All the lovely ones who've told me to stand by me are having a good sleep. And children of course. How can I trust them? To stay with me. Nohow. This is the end of any human relationship. I don't believe in them any more. If only I could keep this promise permanently. I'm so stupid, to keep believe for so may years. But it's getting worse.... I'm more and more alone. So shut the fuck up and leave me alone.